hellox. today's a rather fun day. heex. i woke up at around 10am. had breakfast, n used the com fer a while b4 bathing my cousin. i was running late lor. coz i was supposed to meet yz mei at 12.30 at amk mrt. but i onli left my house at 12! moreover, i had to bring my cousin to her mom first. bleah. waited for the bus also. i was 10 mins late. around there la. sorry wor mei...
went to orchard mrt. met jie n my fellow bball seniors- ade, von n xy. =D went to heeren. on the way, something happened. everyone like so down. =( but it din last for long. everything was back to normal very soon. watched grudge at lido. hahas. first time watching movie there for me. it's like so big! *wah* it was alright for a horror movie. juz that i was quite confused bout the story line. keep going back to the past de. so i dun even noe when is present, when is past. hahas. den got some scary parts la. the best part was the ending. scariest. people from behind kept screaming. went to take neo prints after dat. me, mei, jie, xy n ade. took twice. first time i decorated it wor! >.O i look so yuckz in all the pics. bleah. went home after dat. was around 5 plus 6 liao. we took the train to marina bay so dat we can sit... hahax. den mei dunno y we took dat. she very confused. coz the rest keep bluffing her. say we going there for steamboat n lots of craps like saying the mrt is driven by reversing n dat there is a new station called raffles place 2 which is linked to amk mrt. hahas... keep laughing today. my innocent mei kept being lied to. poor her. we also told her got new mrt station called lido. =P back to the mrt thingy... i couldnt give the game away... so mei, dun blame me hor... =P sorrie. well, i reached aunt's shop at around 7 plus. was starving. lucky no gastric ar... juz came home... going to bed soon... *doze off*
hmmm... still thinking if tml wan tuition not. how ar? think dun wan la... hahas... another day. tml catch up on mi sleep. wait till holidays den go through exam papers... haix... i hvnt decided how to spend the rest of my time wisely leh... how ar...

i hv nv felt such warmth,
i hv nv felt such love.
to hv finally felt this love n warmth is when i was wif u.
would i be able to feel them again,
i wonder.
this is not just my choice but is also urs.
time would nv be able to erase memories i hv wif me,
neither can it heal my heart.
wif memories running though my mind,
n my heart so shattered n hurt,
the only way out is for u to erase them n heal it.
only u are capable of doing that.
but are u willing to do so?
to be wif me every moment possible,
to love me wif all ur heart,
to wipe my tears away whenever im down,
n to nv hv me living the dark n miserable life i am living.
promise me u will always be by my side whenever i wan u to be,
promise me u will love me,
promise me u will nv leave me crying alone,
promise me u will not allow misery n darkness to step into my life.
loving u since some time ago,
there i sat quietly,
not wanting to tell u how i feel,
afraid of wad the outcome would be,
i fear.
i realli do fear.
missing u whenever i dun see u,
thinking of u whenever i can,
dreaming of u almost every nite.
am so lost every moment without u,
so unsure of wad to do.
u've stepped into my life,
playing a significant role,
leaving footprints in my memory lane which can nv be erased by anyone.
u are important to me.
u really,
realli are.
i would always love u...

oh man... i bet u wun even read this entry. bleah. wadever. tt's wad i feel. wanna read it up to u. guess i'll end here. byex. gdnitez.