er.
i've got nothing much to say,
mayb just...

guess i wun be blogging much these days.
i just wan to forget.
nah,
stand up again.

it's alrd the worse, so how much worse can it ever get?
to accept it graciously and move on from here,
i will.
do not wallow in self pity.
the race against time has started.

i'll try to make this a short post,
since im going out pretty soon.
but im pretty sure we're both going to be late =P
so heck.
anw, i had a strange dream last nite.
no im not going to tell u wad it's about.
it's pretty long.
mayb it's a nitemare.
yes, actually i think it was.
at least, part of it.
it was just,
weird.
i cant explain y.
dreams r unexplainable u noe.
whn i awoke i was like wad a crazy dream!
the people in it,
how we're related to one another...
it's just weird.
BOO!
n i seriously wondered y a particular scene actually took place.
that's the craziest part!
n tt can nv happen!
but anw, i can only rmb bits n peices of it lahh.
who rmbs their dreams anw?
only tt particular scene was especially impactful.
it's just weird...
(yah, i said this many times alrd)
sighhh.
her.
you.
her.
me.
chocos.
that stupid scene.
cute little brother.
playground.
ur mom.
herbal tea.
ur fren.
weirdness.
boo! tt's all the bits n pieces. how silly.
RAH.
i dun wan to get invovled in it!

and that's 2 in a row alrd.
im going crazy!!!
and it's super silly!
BOO!
not again tonite please!

uh oh, i cant roll my tongue!

oh yes, forgot to mention tt i saw mr meanie at the library.
HAHA.
fated to see him even whn i dun wan to!>.<
BA!
poor me!
=PP

BOO.
prelims ended;
finally.
we've all been studying for like one month?
but there wasnt much of a relieved feeling,
nor was there much excitement.
perhaps bcoz next up wil be Alevels alrd.
i really wonder how im going to face it with my weak foundation in some subjects.
like my sciences.
=((
or mayb it's bcoz i hvnt really worked very hard this period of time so the days after prelims just seem like every other day before tt?
rahhh.
i dont know.
i hate this feeling.
i rmb being very familiar wif certain topics for a period of time.
n poof!
now i totally hv zero knowledge of them.
ever had this feeling?
how sickening.
n i have to read them up all over again.
but i guess it's my fault for not revising them regularly enough?
so mayb i shld start doing something to prevent knowledge gained from studying for prelims just slip away like tt..

but on the brighter side,
of coz the end of prelims means some rest for us.
to enjoy, to catch up, to recharge for our last lap.
yes.
movied ytd at cine.
tv-ed and comic-ed whn i got home.
n i really wondered if tt would be wad i'll be doing for the nxt few days before sch starts again.
hahas.
boring huh?
n i wonder y i just refuse to join them for trg.
hmmm, unexplainable perhaps.

anw, i shall drop by my little cousin's house later!
yes, i've decided to coz she's super cute!
but i always get irritated whn i dun understand wad she said.
BOO!
n i shall see if i can date ppl tml!
=DD
haha.
n then i shall pack my room one of these days.
i mean REALLY pack.
i've been procastinating for super long alrd,
since aft promos last yr.
my room's like a rubbish dump.
BOO!
but first, i muz be willing to part wif the things tt i no longer nid.
haha,
my Olevels 10 yr series r still on my bookshelf.
rahhh.
n my geog/ss/bio stuff r all still here.
with the uncountable copies of newsweek tt i was forced to buy in sec 3 n 4.
i hvnt opened to read them!
=/
well, maybe there's where my edusave money went to.
buying magazines tt r chucked at some corner of my shelf;
brand new.
i could hv used the money for better use like another m'sia trip.
HAHA.
tts bcoz i didnt even get to enjoy the trip lah!
-.-

alrights.
enough of crap.
oh yes,
there's math hmwk.
BOO!
these days hv just been really sian.
i wonder y.
am i not happy?
is anything bothering me?
i dont know lahh.
but,
one last sentence,
im grateful for being lucky for many things.

i shall just derive my hapiness from slp...

sophie (the birthday girl!!!)

she's holding the prez i gave her! =D

tt's me n her!
she's busy eating apple!
love her lots!!! =))

sophie n granny!!!

sophie n chealsea made frens!

tt's some of the kids! ranging from 2 to 5 yrs old!
i envy them!!!!

this is my fav kid!!!
he's the one who refuses to let go!

one last shot before he goes home!

oh yes!
i need lots of luck for tml!!!
arhhh!
but after tml things would get a little better.
n den BOO!
intensive mugging starts again!
=((
okay, mr MEANIE is nicer today but he's still MEAN!
wait till he sees these pics of cute kids!
he'll be jealous!
hehehe!
all the best for tml's last paper!
=DD

i cant wait to day dream, to slp, to tv, to do nothing all day long!
so excited!!!!! =DD

alrights.
it's holidays now.
n already more than half the hols are gone.
BOO.
tts so fast.
n i hvnt quite studied.
okay.
went out on sunday for shopping.
n again on mon to get presents!
tues went back to sch for consults.
and then went out to celebrate bday!
hahahaha.
the pink cat's super cute!
and thanks ly for going to buy lego wif me!
=D
we window shopped n clone war-ed at kallang.
den dinnered at swensens at ps.
n den had to go home...
awwww...

ytd was spent at home.
trying to do something.
like study.
hahaha.
n i went out wif MR MEANIE today.
shopping was so tiring coz we walked alot;
thanks to him lah.
bring me go far east shopping centre whn we were heading to far east plaza.
hahaha.
but he nid exercise lah.
poor me, hv to exercise wif him.
anw MR MEANIE is so afraid of the sun tt he suggested being white so tt he can reflect heat.
HAHA.
okay.
we went to ps, cine, taka, wisma, far east shopping centre, far east plaza, marina sq, city link n suntec today!
WOW!
so many places lah!
lol!
tts very tiring.
but we ate ben n jerry ice cream.
yay!
chunky monkey!
alrights.
so im tired today!