hallox. it's really been quite a while since i've last updated. one week plus le...
well, mom flew to australia le. dat means i'll be seeing her less these days. haix. so sad. wonder when she'll return to s'pore....
aniway, me din do much la. still slacking away. last wed went back to buy books. not me. is jel. me n yk went wif him. after dat still went shopping. -.-" wif those heavy books. diaoz. den fri was the last CIP session. quite fun. mr neo say next year will be the guy's turn to do CIP. =P there was training on monday. boring. heiba made us run lots of rounds... eh, actually, not alot la. about 25 rounds. normal. =) den the second half of the training, some of us were taught by coach cher? eh. yep. him. yesterday's training coach din come. =D heex. n i slacked. coz there's something seriously wrong wif my leg. pain. dunno la. hopefully it recovers tml. or else i die.
watched shutters wif yk yesterday. went to ps. we were real lame. walk from ps to orchard... shopped around. den walk back to ps again. -.-" aniway, shutters is nice! =D scary... frightening... it really is! so muz watch! the best horror movie i've watched so far. after the movie he keep saying his reputation is spoilt bcoz he went out wif me... >.< arghhh...
bleah... oh ya... so happie dat sylvester got into the finals. hmmm... i wonder who will win... i admit taufik sings way better... but... ummm... i still support sylvester!!! gogogo! =D
well, this entry's coming to an end. my com's finally working again! =D but i cant use it as often as before. -_- cya~

heyz...
another boring day.
stayed at home, slacked around.
oh ya,
had tuition =D
din do much though.
im sick.
running nose n stuff...
im choking!!!
there's sort of like a family gathering here today.
hving dinner together i guess.
gonna watch harry potter 3 later.
juz a short entry,
to show how bored i am now.
wanna get books to read...
any recommandations?
holidays r boring...
at least,
for me.
well,
aint coming online so often from tml onwards...
oh ya,
hvnt got all my books.
i think will only be buying them when i go back to sch for training on thursday.
there's no use buying them so early aniwae.
well,
forgot to mention dat...
i came online on saturday only to find that there is chinese hw. -.-"
hate it man.
5 article reviews!!!
about society??!!!
i hv a few choices:
1. to do them this coming week n get them done once n for all
2. to do them whenever i feel like throughout the hols
3. to leave them until the last week of hols, well, who cares? it's the hols! i deserve a break!
haha... i'll see about it another time coz i gtg. there's practically nothing much for me to type about. only wasting precious time. =P so well, take care these holidays. if there's anything, send me a mail. =D byex. oh ya... happy hari raya to all muslim frens? eh... dunno how to phrase. sorrie. =P

heyz. 5 days nv update bout my life le. but it ain't more interesting in any way. =D aniway, im cutting everything short... coz dun feel like typing so much.
let's see... i stayed at home on monday, trying to be good girl. haha, i doubt i succeeded aniway. but who cares. it's over.
about tuesday, there was training as usual. coach came quite early. compared to his usual timing... hahas. n tough training has started once again. sad huh. cant slack le. handed up my appeal form. met jel. so went home wif him.
watched princess diaries 2 on wednesday. it was funny. not bad. =D at least it was comfortable mahx... haha... feel so great? eh... dunno how to describe la. haha. had an enjoyable time. thankz for everything.
yesterday was deepavali. holiday. no training. but postponed to today. hahax. tot i could take a break from bball. but become liddat.
training today was tiring. -.- started at around 8.30? ran 30 rounds... so sian... run so much... den after dat forgot le... alot of running n throwing n catching of balls la. nvm. i shall train hard. den today choose jersey size n number. me dunno if can get into the team... jersey number 6? stick wif it lor... n size is L.... haha... dunno la... hopefully not too big. wad else leh... played cards, had lunch opposite. joked n crapped as usual. damn funny. i feel so sorry for u. but they not as bad le rite? went for CIP after dat. did the inventory again. i slacked alot... stephanie helped me do my list. coz her list very difficult find books. in the end i juz pack the book shelf although i wasnt asked to do so. at least better than finding books lor. see until eyes blur. after dat jiu go home le. =D
hmmm... lucky sylvester din get out of singapore idol. whew. hahax. oh ya... subject combi out le. shucks. dun even noe if i made the right choice. -.- got into B le... nid to memorise hard liao.
now monday afternoons also got training le. is physical training? dunno la... basics lor. tania's dad teach de. n maybe even saturday also got outside training. oh man. 4 times a week. die le... me gtg... this entry sucks. not nice to read de. another day type a better one bahx... oh ya.. jel n mj also got into B. congrats to them. =D nitex!

would i regret in time to come?
r these sacrifices worth so much in the end, i wonder.
nv dat lucky.
missing u so much...
take care~

heyx. this is an entry for ERG de. =D

set up not long ago,
juz before the end of year exams,
was ERG.
21st of sept was a memorable day for us all,
it was the day when ERG came alive.
we had fun studying hard,
making noise,
n playing together.
we brought joy as well as sorrow to one another.
we shared the sweetest moments,
not forgetting the most upsetting ones,
n...
also our deepest secrets. =D
we hv always been united,
standing together n braving all dangers.
always making an effort to go home together.
the exams were so near,
yet we were still busy playing table tennis,
even after our papers.
but,
we do revise too.
people may see ERG as a gang where we slack n only hv fun,
it is not as true.
now dat exams r over,
ERG is still functioning well.
outings every week.
first was shark tale,
i wonder wad would be the next.
ERG may not hv been set up for a long time,
n it may not be as united after some time as it is now.
but wad i wan to say is,
ERG brought pleasant n uneasable memories to me,
n i will nv forget them.
we may be in different classes in time to come,
but,
i believe the ERG spirit will nv die.

well, since me wrote bout the class, juz write bout the bball team this year also bahx.
hmmm.. still remembered the time when i first joined basketball as my cca. from then on... i belonged to Anderson Basketball Club-- nv thought of quitting, nv thought of giving up. and i'll never say die!
den went for the first training... i think my batch onli potter went also...
den i see the seniors all so pro. n i was new to bball. hardly play in pri sch. i felt inferior...
but the seniors were nice, their warm smiles made me feel more secure. i began on my conquest to conquer my fear of balls. =D
this year started, wif another new batch of junior joining us... honestly, i really was afraid dat they would take my place in the team... at first dun realli like them de... but as time pass... i bcame their fren... understood them better... n i began to change my perpective bout them.
mr neo tried his best to bring the team together... he organised many many events...
one dat left a great impression was the dragon boating wif the anderson girl guides. my partner was man ting rite? haha... my present 'wife'. =P den we competed wif the guilds... woohoo! we won! so happie~
valentine's day i still remember me gave juniors time out choco n seniors chocos too. also received chocos from some of them. =)
cross country dat time me cry... n my juniors- jia xin, stephanie, gen, tania? a maybe a few others comsoled me? haha... u guys were so nice. thankz wor.
den term 2 was B girls' match... me missed lessons for quite a few times bcoz of dat. so cool~ they won cedar girls... RGS... anglican high n a few more... the last match... against SCGS... although our team lost... but we noe they hv given their best. still remember b4 the match... wad jasmine said to me... haha...
june holidays... had training thrice a week rite? tough... tiring... summore got frenly matches... we all trained n played hard... pain everywhere... but still, we did not gif up.
term 3... the competition ended as quickly as it came...
our first match was against holy innocents... all of us were so nervous. although we won, we still got scolded by heiba. haix.
second match was against christ church. we won...
den it was the match against mayflower... we so scared bcoz it was the deciding match for us. if we win, we would hv a place in the top 4 positions in the north zone. if we lose, we were out. our efforts paid off as we won mayflower.
two days later, we played anotehr match against nan chaiu high. we won!!!
played aginst yishun town... coach said dat we would surely lose but we proved him wrong. our team spirit led us to the finals- with naval base. although we lost, we were proud of ourselves. =D we knew we had done our very best. =D
we moved on n played wif st margrets... we lost. initially, we blamed coach for looking down on us n substituting our good players wif those who r not as gd. but it was coach's decision after all n maybe we should respect it?
next was the one against unity. din noe they were so strong until we played wif them... hahas... we lost again... but we played well. way to go!
our very last match... against anglican... we played well... =D coach was proud of us...
now trainings not as tough as b4 le... after the exams... dunno y, my stamina like dropped alot... haix...
trainings used to be like 20 rounds, 5 laps of shuttle run, full speed, frog jump, physical trainings, lay ups.... now... 10 rounds, lay ups... dat's all... pathetic... but he push us too much i will die. haha... coz i dun think i can take it.
after training always play cards de... it's thanks to these batch of sec 1s dat i learnt how to play dai dee... hahas. n we used to go out for movies together... den make seow hwee pay for them... hahas. n the adidas sleeveless shirt we bought as a team. hardly wear it now... ummm, we also said encouraging stuffs to one another when training was tough, we moved on together n praised each other. although there were some arguments here n there, but i believe each n every one of us forget about them in a twinkle of an eye. =D
wad else leh... oh ya... the team was quite enthusiastic about making a bball tee... but noe i think dunno design until where le... haha... still got the ballroom dancing thingy. n now there's the CIP at yck gardens sch. all these contributed to the building of our team spirit in one way or another... also, muz thankz mr neo, mdm loh, miss ho, mr leong, not forgetting mr poh who would be retiring soon. muz thank them for putting their efforts into building up our strong team spirit. an even bigger thank you to coach for scolding us so dat we learn from our mistake, n for leading us to where we are now. =D

04 meisang- nice forward to hv in the team. =D she shooting quite accurate de.
05 jia xin- great guard to hv in the team. run so fast de lor! coach's fav. 3 pointer always chop. this means dat her 2 pointers also very accurate la. hahas.
06 valerie- me. forward. nothing else. =D
07 ling yan- makes quite a gd centre. improving day by day. jia you.
08 amy- tall!! makes a fairly gd guard.
09 tania- the best centre! always get rebound. den dribbling also damn gd. shooting also quite accurate.
10 stephanie- good forward. shooting not bad.
11 potter- captain of coz li hai rite! always score de. everything also gd. hahas.
12 ying zhi- terrific forward. gd in defencing. shooting also damn gd.
13 genevieve- good centre. defence well... lan di shooting quite gd.
14 julia- one of coach's fav. shooting not bad...
15 seow hwee- damn TALL. shooting damn accurate. especially lan di.

dat should be all le.. hopefully this year's sec 1s will bcome more mature when they become sec 2s? hahas... but their jokes are realli funny... n the things they do. hahas. hopefully 2006 we will still be as close as we are now. i hv had great fun 'steading' wif the 2 of u. also had a great time hanging out wif jia xin, stephanie n gen. =D

Eh, juz realised that I din mention anything bout the year coming to an end. Well, it isn’t realli coming to an end yet coz there are still 8 weeks more to go. But hey, sch term has already ended. Maybe I should juz briefly write something bout my year? Of coz I spent most of my time in sch. So im gonna write about my class- 2/1!

Honestly, I dun realli know wad to write bout it. From my point of view, it is a lively class, made up of small groups of people in which I call them ‘gangs’. The gangs:
. A2C3- yi xin, charmine, cybil, angel, khairul, sherhan, yi fong, sherilyn, nafisah, ying zhi, syafiqah? Izzah? Maybe I left out a few or added a few names. I apologise coz I not very sure who’s in it.
. L2S- zan yu, mei jun, yong kiat, zhi shu, alvin, xiu wen n me.
. soccer freaks- kantiban, michael, firdaus, schazwan, sashti, tri, hong jie, lester. Did I leave out anyone?
. NPP- zhong huan, yu kang n jelvin? I heard from jel de. Not too sure la.
. good girls- anusha, kamesh, latha, li ting, shat yin, li ping, yi rong, vidya.
. the pair- apple, yu zhen.

[Everyone has played their part to make the class so lively n interesting to be in. We hv been in the same class for 2 whole years and now, it is time to bid our fellow classmates goodbye. Maybe not exactly gdbye, but still, we will no longer be as close as we used to be. Smile, for this may not be a bad thing. Afterall, good times hardly last. Let me recall, n bring u back to my memory lane…]

YEAR 2003 <1-1'03>
Term one:
2 jan to 10 jan- having completed 6 years of education in pri school, we have moved on to secondary school. but it was juz the begining of a long and fulfilling journey in education, the starting of secondary sch life. school has started once again and there i was in anderson secondary starting a new school year. woohoo! countless of talks were given by teachers, lotz of activities were planned by the ACS and programmes like the 'start right programme' were conducted. all these were organised by the school for us, sec ones, to settle down in anderson, to get to know each other better and make new friends with our fellow schoolmates. the once, unfamiliar faces, have become my frens. we chat and joke together, having fun and working hard together at the same time.

5 mar- went to tampines home wif class... haha.. first time there. i mean... first time doing these. then it was actually quite scary coz someone actually went up to me to hug me when we were leaving... den i was like 'someone help me!!!' den no one wanna help... even mdm liau juz walk pass me. haha... nvm... gd experience. -thumbs up-

10 mar- jog aboard walk! haha... since no competition... so din run much. ran the last lap coz of the milo. bleah... quite boring... but it's the first time i ran at the reservoir. heex.

Term two:
30 may- sports carnival!!! haha... but only took part in the 4x100m event. din manage to emerge as top 3... was i think the 4th... but who cares? we had fun and we did our best and anyway... so... next year zai jia you bahz! at least our class cooperated in cheering for our classmates... this and that. bleah...

6 june- bazaar and campfire... haiz.. the bazzar... realised tt wad matters most is not whether we made a profit or loss. wad matters is the effort we put in, how we work as a group and working wif people i dun realli know very well n whom i dun hang out wif. yep. learnt quite a lot from IPW... not trying to say tt i like lo-we or tt lo-we teaches very well hor... the campfire... although we din win anything, at least we worked together as a class... n had fun... there was also class spirit. so winning no longer matters le...

Term three:
5 aug- it was the 2.4km run. woohoo! off we went...

29 aug- teacher's day celebrations. sang a song as a class... hope the teachers liked it n dat we would always remember this song. =D

Term four:
3 oct to 17 oct- it was exam time... was struggling through it... bleah... finally lived through it. haha. i muz never do last minute word again. yep.

29 oct- art festival today.. had fun... was popping balloons in the temp. classroom.. haha... wif cybil.. zhi shu n yong kiat. den played 'concentration'. not bad lahz...

30 oct- last day of school. heex... was quite happy lor.

YEAR 2004 <2-1'04>
Term one:
9 jan- a big thank you to all those who hv given me a vote n the chance to be the chairman for the year. It was my pleasure n honour to get dat post. Also, an even bigger thank you to hong jie, the vicechair, izzah, the secretary, cybil, the treasurer, meijun, the notice board in charge, the 2 green officers, media reps, public speaker and the various subject reps. All of u hv contributed to the class in one way or another. =D

21 jan- chinese new year celebrations if I din remember wrongly, the class won the title of ‘the class wif the most no. of students in traditional costume!’ =D

10 feb to 23 feb- common test. We struggled together n managed to pull through. =)

12 march- it was cross country. Thankz to all those who comforted me when I cried. =P the class won the beach vball yea? >.O

Term two:
First week- we changed places. Sat according to the sitting plan. =D hope u guys found great partners.

24 april- april games. The class was enthusiastic. Joined all the games. Managed to come in second for captain’s ball, streetball boys n streetball girls. Quite a big achievement huh? Proud of the class! =D

3 may to 10 may- not very sure bout the dates. But it was around there when we had our common test 2.

8 may- we pulled through our geog mid year paper together. =D

15 may- we finally finished our home econs/ dnt paper! Thankz to those who came to my party!

28 may- it was sports carnival!!! Zhi Shu, Alvin, Nafisah, Xiu Wen, Lester, Michael, Firdaus n a few others as expected won some trophies for the class. Although we din win anything big or wad, in our hearts, we noe dat we r the champions. We won something which words alone will nv be able to describe. Thankz to those who helped out wif the banner- meijun, xiu wen, apple, angel, yu zhen…

Term three:
10 july- anderson idol. Ying zhi, sherilyn, yi xin n sher han did the class proud by emerging as ‘audience’s favourite?’ yep. Cheers!

16 july- the class went to hougang sports hall to watch the C girls’ bball match against yishun town. =D

24 july- the class managed to get into the finals for upmath competition (although there was no news of it after dat). Special thankz to hong jie, tri n ying zhi for joining it. =D

28 july- 2.4km run. Although me din run, but I cheered the class on? I believe many of u tried ur best. Applause*

4 aug- it was the 5 items. I wasn’t dere. But I noe everyone put in their best efforts.

5 aug- we had 4 tests in a row. Stressed, werent we? But we still did well. =D

6 aug- national day celebrations. Went on the battlefield trip. Cool wasn’t it? Hmmm… was that the class’s second outing together this year? First was to labordor park rite?

5 aug to 18 aug- common test 3. We encouraged each other n moved on together.

31 aug- teacher’s day celebrations. The class won the title of ‘the class wif the most no. of posters made’!

3 sept- anything happened? Coz I wasn’t in sch. Last day of term 3…

Term four:
1 oct to 14 oct- exam period. Everyone full of concentration n determination… did our efforts pay off…?

27 oct- art festival. But din realli enjoy? Coz we had our financial thingy. But it still was fun rite?

28 oct- last day of sch! The last day we are as a class-united. =D

[bid goodbye to these memories for they r nv going to come by again. The good old days we spent together, laughing, joking, making noise and having fun together as a class… not forgetting pissing teacher’s off. n playing soccer, table tennis, dodgeball ect in class. =D these are all great memories which I believe many of us will not forget. when i first stepped into the class last year, there were so many unfamiliar yet smiling faces. very soon, these faces became so familiar, n some which we cannot even live without, we became close frens n had fun together. there was the orientation lunch, the campfire, the annual sport's carnival, this year's cross country and many many other events. the class spirit shall always remain... =D ]

k... now... to the teachers part...
form teachers: mdm liau (1/1'03), miss ow yeong (2/1'04)
subject teachers: mrs goh, miss lee, mrs vijay, mr lim, mdm wong, miss siti, hu lao shi, li lao shi, miss sek, mrs lim, mdm hasniza, mr neo, mr yong, mrs lee, mrs lawrence, mdm waheeda, mdm fong, mr ng, miss teo, mdm lowe, mdm lim, mr leong, mrs kamal, miss goh... maybe i left out a few? sorry about tt...
well, juz wanna thank each n every one of these teachers for they played an important role in my these 2 years. =) a really big thank you to all of u for nuturing me into wad i am today. although i may still hv got some laziness n attitude, but i certainly hv learnt alot from u. thankz for putting up wif our crappiness n lameness. as well as our jokes n stuffs.

hey~ im sick. =) for once. sick. but not very sick la. juz a little sick. haha. too bad no fever. but this means next few days very difficult to get permission go out le. bleah. im juz so sleepy. today's boring. keep watching tv. still cant solve yk's question. -.- so difficult... n summore no clues. hahax. talking to jelvin now n still watching tv. going to uncle house later? dunno where la.
yesterday went out wif yk n jel. hahas. met them at the bus stop at 12. i was the latest to reach although i wan not at all late. n they blamed me for missing two 72s. argh. so bad. everytime gang up bully me. went to cineleisure for lunch at yoshinoya. after dat went over to heeren shop. lame stuffs happened. crapped alot. slacked alot too. went back to cine to take neo prints. got one actually damn nice de. yk had his arms on me n jel... but jel stand up too fast. his head was not there. hahas... sad... such a waste. but nvm la. finalyl got an ERG'04 pic le. =D went to watch shark tales after dat. it's nice lor. funnie also. they very gd, noe i everytime wan be in the centre. so they let me take the middle seat. haha. thankz wor. half way through the movie, yk dropped his phone... he had a hard time retrieving it. coz it was behind the seat. dunno how it dropped there... after movie jiu go home le. most probably our next movie will be the incredibles bahx. haha. another cartoon show. *lame*
well, nothing much le... me gtg bathe. going out soon. will be online tontie bahx. *cough cough* i wanna get well soon! i wan go out de!

heys. few days nv update coz no mood. not free. at cousin's house. sunday stay till now. dunno y i stayed here but tml going back. these few days did revision wif him. coz his exams were here. but today last paper. gd lor. finally over. happie for him. =)
monday i went back home to get my report book n stuffs. went to sch. den went for CIP. quite fun. went out wif potter n the juniors. went to J8. lame stuffs happened. keep luffing de. fun day. went home to pack my clothes. came to cousin's house.
tuesday had training. tough. tiring. similar to the usual trainings. but long time nv had such trainings le. saw the jerseys. nice. but maybe not the colour. they wanted red but mr neo insisted on blue. well. coach wanted them to take M size for the jersey pants. he dun wan loose loose de. hahas. mi using words like 'them', coz dun wanna include miself yet. bcoz maybe wun get into the team. yars. tot about it le. dun get in jiu suan le la. afterall, i joined for the sake of my interest de. as long as i did my best can le. met mt after training. went to J8. watched cellular. nice show. not bad. bout kidnapping. lots of mystery n suspense. din realli pay for my ticket. so well, thankz fren. =) crapped alot yesterday. nothing to do. hahas. went to meet mom at orchard after dat. had dinner dere. came back. saw the subject combi. it simply sucks. it was
eng+hcl+emath+amath+chem+physics+bio+puregeog+LITelect. lit elect? unbelieveable. i this kinda person who hates lit n simply suck in eng can get into a stream with lit. bleah. i reali tot lit was gonna be out of my life lor!! argh. i din noe it would be history dat would be out. haix. was unsure of wad to do at first. should i be happie my dream came true or sad dat it wasnt wad i had expected it to be? haix. but i decided to let it be. yep. stay there. the most rot there only lor. hahas.
today my cousin was meddling wif my phone. den mdb* called. so me cousin noe abit bout him liao. haix. die. hopefully he wun say anything. he say, i sure die. hahas. talked to him for a while. den nid to revise sci wif cousin le. called him back after dat. talked for bout 45 mins. den he had to hang up le. had lunch n i called yk after dat. talked to him for 1 hour plus. forgot wad we talked about. hahas. lame stuffs. mostly online in the afternoon. mom went out. she came back in the evening n went out again. haix. talked to mdb* online for quite a long time this afternoon. =D

in these few days,
i experienced many different feelings.
happie-
finally managed to talk to mdb* after this long while.
sad-
subject combi wasnt wad i realli wanted.
freaking pissed-
for this reason or another,
it is still the same reason,
you,
you suck,
im telling u dat u realli do.
act onli.
wadever!
lonely-
mom is always not around,
but lucky still got mdb*

should be all le la. dun feel like typing anymore bout this le.

hv u got any idea how happy i was when i heard from u,
finally.
the happiness in me was overwhelming,
it was an overwhelming joy.
wanted so much to talk to u,
i had a chance to do so,
finally.
didnt noe how to express my love for u,
n tell u how much i miss u.
u make me smile everytime.
on n on we chatted,
until u had to go...
slowly,
the loneliness came back to me,
but it wasnt for long,
for u came back to me.
although it wasnt long,
it was enough to make me feel better.
juz wanted to say a word of thankz,
to u who hv brightened up my day.
i need u.
i love u.
n i miss u.
absence does make the mind grow fonder,
n also,
taught me how to cherish someone more.
nv will i take u for granted for i love u juz too much.
nv will i wanna hurt u for i nv wan to see u heartbroken.
yep. mdb, me love u wor! nitex. take care. cya.