in d twinkle of an entry, 4 months hv passed...
prep prelims ended ytd.
i took a little break...
[but seriously, i dun think i deserve one]
dere's still sum chem practical test tml..
sad isnt it...
so this wun be a long entry...
it's juz to gif dis blog a little update...
lest it starts decomposing...
i dun wan to start hving to catch worms or maggots...
bleah..
im getting crappy..
anw...
i hate this...
DIFFERENCES.
it's not a gd thing.
it will nv be.
y.
y cant dey understand n gif u something u wan.
y.
y do i come home everyday to something which i cant call mine.
y.
y is something which belongs to me right in front of me yet i cant call it mine?
sigh.
in life,
things are just liddat...
dere r many whys...
n dey cant b answered...
i wan to change!
back to who i was...
i wan not to b liddat.
stuck,
in d middle of nowhere.
trapped,
in a world i hv nv ever dreamt to b in...

watched pirates of d caribbean today.
it was simply,
nice.
hahax.
im not typing anymore...
got to go recap on sum chem stuffs...
hopefully i can still rmb dem...
n i wonder when i'll post again...
maybe in a few days,
perhaps a long time later,
no one noes.
neither do i.
so in d meantime,
bear wif this post...

u were d one who left,
yet u were oso d one who came back aft yrs.
i so hoped tt i had clung on,
but im afraid i didnt.
i moved on,
despite d memories u left me,
n u came back to remind me of them.
i noe u've changed.
i can see,
but i think,
it's juz...
too late
sorry..