freak.
common tests starts next week.
man.
it totally sucks.
im so unprepared.
be it mentally,
or physically.
deres math test tml.
gawd.
n i did nothing today..
so ashamed.
im breaking down..
aniway,
i finally went for dental!
so damn happie~
but it was a painful experience la..
*ouch*
but worth it...
looking forward to the next appointment.
heex.
had chem prac test today.
i forgot to record down lots of things...
so there goes my marks..
bleah.
i tried forgetting,
but every now n then,
ur image pops up.
so how else do u suggest i can forget,
things tt u n i really wan to forget?
*lame but true*
YOU HV CHANGED.
it's copy-righted btw.
onli for me to use it on YOU.
=P
frens we r,
but still close s b4..
sometimes i feel bad..
n guilty..
n i asked myself y i was doing dis.
perhaps i regretted my every action,
but is it too late?
i dunno wad to do!!!
someone tell me!!!
arghh.
does she matter more impt to u than i m???
say no n we'll b tgt again...
*dreams*
freak. so late le. i wanna slp. shall update again when im free.
to choose btw 2 ppl hv bcome a tough n difficult decision..
therefore,
i'll juz agree to the one who asks first...
agree to simple things...
n consider those dat arent as simple.
ha.
wad am i crapping now.
life sucks.
nitex
lucks to us who r sitting for math test tml. =D
wells.
half a month since i've blogged.
life's still the same.
not any worse,
not any better.
n im still hating it as much as b4.
bleah.
chinese oral was over.
so was listening.
oh ya.
eng oral too.
=)
chinese oral was kinda alright.
though i was sort of tongue tied at first.
den i crapped.
-.-"
but overall,
it was fine.
at least, it was better than the listening?
coz i suck at listening...
man.
i was thinking bout the ans to the 1st qn...
n i forgot all bout the next qn!
bleah.
got alot liddat lor.
n sometimes while listening,
my brain can juz turn off lor...
-.-
im so impressed.
heh.
eng oral...
passage was fine.
pic was rubbish.
i'll flunk tt section.
1st qn asked was...
"where's ur name tag?"
din gad.
attitude rawkx.
i kept quiet most of the time during the conversation.
so it'll b no wonder if i flunk it.
i dun care.
gn wun b teaching us le.
sad.
sad.
sad.
he's nice.
like him to the bits.
leow's nice too...
but not as nice as gn.
dunno y she* likes tan.
i dun like tan.
no, i mean...
im fine wif him.
aniway....
it was some days ago..
6 if im not wrong...
when i cried so bitterly.
haix.
wonder if i looked pathetic.
i think i did.
gosh.
unexpected huh.
things happened...
n it's affecting me like crazy.
but still,
im trying hard,
to accept it...
im trying hard,
to let go...
well.
do u noe how hard it is to forget?
my life will nv b the same as b4,
bcoz now i dun hv u animore...
still depressed...
still unable to face it nor to smile again...
i've chosen to give it up,
yet im still upset.
im half regretting wad i did...
but i dun think i'll b able to salvage it..
so i'll juz let time try to heal the wound,
the wound in me,
which i think will nv heal..
==i simply juz cant forget u==
im now only ur fren,
the fren who juz has a crush on u...
u're now only my fren,
the fren who loves me...
[i waved n bid gd-bye to u]
i hate my life.
it sucks.
sch has started for a week.
man.
it's juz the first week n im so tired.
i guess it'll not b long b4 i break down.
bleah.
n if i ever do.
i'll thank god for dat.
-.-"
wells.
for the time being...
math's still managable.
but chem..
gawd.
i dun get a thing.
*stupid*
wadever.
geog too.
but the tcher's great!
oral's coming.
damn.
n my chinese suck.
how to crap to the tester?
=X
mayb i'll juz stare at him/her bahx.
it happened,
AGAIN.
man.
i din really g.a.d.
it's not the 1st time anyway.
n mom's always there in case i really get into trouble.
=)
love mom lots...
aniway.
she spoke.
n i listened.
i couldnt even tell her wad i wanted to say.
man.
how pathetic.
i bet i got him into big trouble.
wells,
i did try to help.
but i dun wan to b blamed for EVERYthing.
get wad i mean?
so wad else can i say.
i've already told her to ask him herself,
but she wanted me to answer it.
bleah.
hate me,
for all i care.
i tot i changed u into sum1 beta.
yet i got no credit.
i dun mind.
coz it's not the credit i wan.
y cant they juz understand?
im serious dis time.
dead serious.
n yet,
u had to break it.
i see no path ahead for us.
but i'll still hear wad u hv to say.
i dun wan to cry in front of u.
but neither do i wan to hold back wad im feeling...
let's juz b prepared.
for the worse dat is to come.
im not saying it will.
but chances r kinda high.
i dunno wad u wan.
i dunno wad they wan.
but i noe wad i wan.
haix.
thankz thankz for talking to me today.
when im feeling
so down
so depressed
so upset.
u r the onli 1 who understands me now.
i wan mom!
i wan to go over...
i wan not to stay here.
i wan to forget dis life.
i wan not to rmb u...
i wan not to rmb wad happened.
how many times hv i been upset over these?
i dunno...
mayb 4...
==i had enuff==
