my days have become super sian because i dun seem to lead the usual life i led previously.
nothing motivates me;
at all.
i live each day with the hope that night will come soon.
i lost the only motivation i had.
my nine o'clock drama.
it has ended.
too quickly.
i felt i had learnt quite alot from it.
the most impt thing is i have to learn to treasure.
sometimes,
things or ppl simply leave u,
abruptly.
and tt's whn u regret.
but it doesnt help anymore,
does it.
sighhh.
i want more drama!

but thinking on the positive side,
my nine to ten time slot can be reallocated for work,
instead of drama-ing.
haha.
but whether it's allocative efficient or otherwise is another story altogether.
bleah.
life sucks now.
i live every weekday waiting for weekends to come.
and last week was the last normal time table week we had.
restructured time table starts tml.
mon to wed.
happy?
NAH.
the idea of hving to come back to sch on thurs n fri for remedials n consolidations sucked.
man.
wad's the restructured time table for in that case?
haha,
for wasting my time coming back to sch for ONE SINGLE PERIOD on fri.
wow.
brilliant isnt it.
-.-"

rahhhhh.
now im stuck at my testimonial.
damn.
i hv totally no idea wad to write.
sighhh.
it's worse than hving to write an essay.
essay-
i can just crap n get a lousy grade.
testimonial-
i hv to think of something to impress and im responsible for tt!
no one can help me.

i spent my whole sunday aftn working on my caal stuff n cip reflections n testimonial.
damn.

hmm,
im here to post again,
which means another week has passed;
so quickly.
it's gd that it was a short week,
with youth day.
n surprisingly,
there wasnt econs consolidation on tues,
even though it was following mon's time table.
wasnt it a miracle?
n there's another miracle,
n that is.....
no consolidation tml too!
=D
okay,
i seem ike an idiot,
being happy over such small things,
but i seriously hate hving to stay back in sch for lessons.
i mean,
more often than not,
my mind keeps drifting away.
so they're such a waste of time,
although they do hv meaningful purposes.
alright.
wed was an early dismissal day coz there was no caal.
^.^
thurs was not quite a long day since there wasnt pe.
but rahhhh.
i didnt do much work coz i think i went out?
=/
fri was yay!
early dismissal too!
12.45?
coz the last period dragged...
but still early rite!
urgh,
but feel sad for me,
bcoz my fridays wun end that early anymore.
=((((
and im still very sad over it.
okay.
i think i should try to change my remedial timing..
rahhhh.
im still suck in physics remedial.
n my percentile's really low.
damn.
n speaking bout this reminds me of my result slip.
it was pretty disapointing.
seeing that my percentile has dropped,
from promos.
okay,
u may say promos was easier?
alright,
it dropped from last year's common test too!
and tt was wad disappointed me.
bleah.
i think my physics and econs got worse...
=(((
RAHH.
okay,
so my last early fri was spent doing math wif kenny.
and so,
i had to revisit matrix.
and learn determinants.
BOO!
and the formula's pretty tough okay!
hahaha.

alrights.
yesterday.
wasnt quite a bad day,
although there was some alumni trg.
hahaha.
=P
it was a bit awkard at first,
coz it's like i hardly talk to the seniors.
but saw mr sham!
haha,
and he asked me y i so long nv visit him!
hehehe.
i shall visit him at his pe office more!
n irritate him!
okay lah,
i so nice,
how can iritate him?
HAHA.
enough crap.
we had some games.
seniors VS juniors.
haha,
n jq was complaining to mr sham tt i hiding among the juniors,
n dun wan join their team.
hmm.
the first game was the hold hands n lay up.
lol!
n i hold adeline's hand!
=O
i think ytd was the first time i talk more to her.
hahaha!
so anw,
i was pretty blur at times during trg.
n i hvnt shot for dunno how long already!
nv train for so long...
it was tiring!
so i kept trying to slack.
hehehe.
now im aching all over.
RAHHH.
mr sham say once a week trg.
hmmm.
i think it shld be pretty fun?
=)
i do hope.
so anw,
i had to leave earlier for sabrina's party.
but like a bit dun wan to leave lehhh.
urgh.
but still had to leave lah!
n lucky i was on time.
the party was just liddat lor.
eat only.
coz i dunno her frens oso.
so young n annoying!
anw my aunt said tt i seemed to be the bday girl coz i keep taking pics.
lol!
i had nothing to do mahh.
okay lah.
tt's all.

today was boring.
HOMEWORK.
HOMEWORK.
and MORE HOMEWORK.
n there's physics test tml.
i think im going to flunk it again.
crap.
i always think this way.
den i dun feel like studying already.
coz either way,
i'l stil fail?
damn.
sch tml.
sucks.

oh yes!
idiot jq told me tt she at the end of the train n make me walk there,
end up she was at the middle lah!!
n i forgot to slap her for that!
hahaha.
or shld i forgive her for hving no sense of direction?
=P
okay lahh.

see u next weekend.

HAPPY YOUTH DAY =))
and HAPPY [1 day] BELATED BIRTHDAY MARILYN!

yay! it's youth day.
so i had a looong weekend.
but of coz that's not enough.
woke up this morning thinking DAMN, nid to wake up early tml alrd!
rahhhh!
okay, the past week was just the same.
the start of the week sucked.
bcoz mon n tues end super late.
around 5.30 n 4.30.
n i realised since i end late on mon n tues,
wed n thurs after sch time is spent on rushing homework.
overdue,
to be dued.
wadever wadever.
so fri always makes me happy.
bcoz i tend to go out aft sch on fri!
whee.
i watched get smart finally,
jy was advertising it for weeks.
=.="
ohoh.
i had dental on wed which made me very pissed;
seriously.
they were simply too inefficient.
i wasted around 45mins waiting to for the senior consultant.
BLEAH.
i was very tempted to tell the new doc tt i'll just fix another appointment wif her.
okay,
but i didnt.
n it still sucks bcoz i was in pain for close to 3 days after tt.
my gum hurt,
my teeth too!
n my throat sored like crazy.
RAHHHH.
but i cant blame anyone except myself?

saturday was slack coz i decided to do minimal work n take a break.
so i slept alot!
=)
ytd we went to celebrate marilyn's birthday at ponggol jetty.
hahaha.
n today, i rushed thru some work.
those tt die die muz hand up or do one if not will gt scolded.
=/
going out shopping for sabrina's prez n for dinner late.
i hope this week wil be a better week.
yay! im looking forward to wed thur fri!
coz i end quite early?
tt's wad im hoping
=P

motivate me!
gogogo!