heys. few days nv update coz no mood. not free. at cousin's house. sunday stay till now. dunno y i stayed here but tml going back. these few days did revision wif him. coz his exams were here. but today last paper. gd lor. finally over. happie for him. =)
monday i went back home to get my report book n stuffs. went to sch. den went for CIP. quite fun. went out wif potter n the juniors. went to J8. lame stuffs happened. keep luffing de. fun day. went home to pack my clothes. came to cousin's house.
tuesday had training. tough. tiring. similar to the usual trainings. but long time nv had such trainings le. saw the jerseys. nice. but maybe not the colour. they wanted red but mr neo insisted on blue. well. coach wanted them to take M size for the jersey pants. he dun wan loose loose de. hahas. mi using words like 'them', coz dun wanna include miself yet. bcoz maybe wun get into the team. yars. tot about it le. dun get in jiu suan le la. afterall, i joined for the sake of my interest de. as long as i did my best can le. met mt after training. went to J8. watched cellular. nice show. not bad. bout kidnapping. lots of mystery n suspense. din realli pay for my ticket. so well, thankz fren. =) crapped alot yesterday. nothing to do. hahas. went to meet mom at orchard after dat. had dinner dere. came back. saw the subject combi. it simply sucks. it was
eng+hcl+emath+amath+chem+physics+bio+puregeog+LITelect. lit elect? unbelieveable. i this kinda person who hates lit n simply suck in eng can get into a stream with lit. bleah. i reali tot lit was gonna be out of my life lor!! argh. i din noe it would be history dat would be out. haix. was unsure of wad to do at first. should i be happie my dream came true or sad dat it wasnt wad i had expected it to be? haix. but i decided to let it be. yep. stay there. the most rot there only lor. hahas.
today my cousin was meddling wif my phone. den mdb* called. so me cousin noe abit bout him liao. haix. die. hopefully he wun say anything. he say, i sure die. hahas. talked to him for a while. den nid to revise sci wif cousin le. called him back after dat. talked for bout 45 mins. den he had to hang up le. had lunch n i called yk after dat. talked to him for 1 hour plus. forgot wad we talked about. hahas. lame stuffs. mostly online in the afternoon. mom went out. she came back in the evening n went out again. haix. talked to mdb* online for quite a long time this afternoon. =D

in these few days,
i experienced many different feelings.
happie-
finally managed to talk to mdb* after this long while.
sad-
subject combi wasnt wad i realli wanted.
freaking pissed-
for this reason or another,
it is still the same reason,
you,
you suck,
im telling u dat u realli do.
act onli.
wadever!
lonely-
mom is always not around,
but lucky still got mdb*

should be all le la. dun feel like typing anymore bout this le.

hv u got any idea how happy i was when i heard from u,
finally.
the happiness in me was overwhelming,
it was an overwhelming joy.
wanted so much to talk to u,
i had a chance to do so,
finally.
didnt noe how to express my love for u,
n tell u how much i miss u.
u make me smile everytime.
on n on we chatted,
until u had to go...
slowly,
the loneliness came back to me,
but it wasnt for long,
for u came back to me.
although it wasnt long,
it was enough to make me feel better.
juz wanted to say a word of thankz,
to u who hv brightened up my day.
i need u.
i love u.
n i miss u.
absence does make the mind grow fonder,
n also,
taught me how to cherish someone more.
nv will i take u for granted for i love u juz too much.
nv will i wanna hurt u for i nv wan to see u heartbroken.
yep. mdb, me love u wor! nitex. take care. cya.