hallox. happie cny! =)
today's boring.
cousins came, so did some relatives.
bleah.
i wasnt bothered,
AT ALL.
was rather irritated,
by my cousins.
>.< they like to use the com alot.
den i cant use.
how unfair!
summore i needed my table to do my stuffs lor.
they took up so much space!
n keep messin up my bed.
*pissed*
throw my soft toys at each other,
hving pillow fights.
how childish.
wanna play also should leave my poor toys alone wad.
bleah~
had lunch n then did practically nothing.
sort of rotted away....
hahas.
lied on the bed...
thought of u...
n sum how i fell asleep.
*amazing!*
watched tv,
eat eat eat.
im getting fat!
played cards,
had dinner.
came online...
started rotting again.
now im updating. =)
im so lame. yesterday...
celebrations in sch.
it was alright.
alright in the sense that the concert didnt drag,
n we were dismissed punctually.
heh. wasnt realli paying attention to the performance la.
i slept?
n looked at mr tan...
!!!!
dun get wrong idea.
not i wan to look de.
but is bcoz SOMEONE keep observing him,
SOMEONE.
hahas.
>.o
cai jie got second for the card making thingy.
cool.
n the class got 3rd for the riddle thingy.
lost to 3/6 in both areas though.
but we still rawk huh.
after celebrations,
headed back to class.
opened the hampers,
n the pizzas arrived.
i was hungry.
*aww*
ate a slice of pizza,
n lots of snacks. =P
heex.
went to bball court to find yk n jel.
we went to ps.
wanted to catch a movie but the timings just didnt seem too right.
either too early or too late.
so we juz shopped around,
had lunch n bought my chocos!
hmmm...
it's a pity i couldnt go out wif u...
*regrets*
hahax.
but nvm.
anyway,
reunion dinner was rather dull.
sort of got scolded coz they said i looked so sian,
n also for putting my elbow on the table...
wadever la.
i left the table as soon as i finished.
went to finish my homework.
BUT.
im still not done.
still hv my history essay,
AND i hv yet to complete my english essay!
history still ok lor.
but english!!!
i dunno how to continue dat stupid story!!!
wad would the author lose if he talked back?
a permanent scar? o.O
or a punch?
*diaos*
sounds so exaggerated lor.
it's so fake.
i can onli think of the reason y that incident made the author angry.
but tt's onli part of the assignment!
i need to noe wad he lost in order to complete this story!!!
argggh!
someone, help???
forget it.
i'll finish it tml.
since im not going out.

hmmm...
i miss u.
it's juz a day.
u told me to count in days.
haix.
but one day is long u noe.
still hvnt forgotten how u looked when u smiled at me in class yesterday.
cute.
=)
well,
at least u hvnt forgotten bout me.
i reali miss u.
[r u feeling the same?]

had a funny dream yesterday.
unbelieveable.
it was a crazy one.
i bet it would nv happen in real life.
dunno how that dream even formed.
dun wanna think bout it,
AT ALL.

argh.
y r all the tests crammed into week 8 alone?
cant they put some in week 7?
they should at least spare a tot for ppl like me who dun hv gd memory.
we can then take our time to memorise stuffs.
ha.
kaes.
i noe memorising isnt gd.
but dat's my best solution so far.
next week's gonna be a busy week!!!
onli fri free.
muz study for the following week's tests.
-.-"
is that how my life's supposed to be?
ehhh....
think this entry's rather long.
but im bored mahx...
so type type lor.
=P

couldnt believe my ears when they told me wad they told me their opinion.
were they kidding me???
o.O
wad they said contridicted wad i saw....
ooooooohhhhh....
or was it juz for show???
well,
but if i were to think bout it again,
was dat the reason y i fell fer u?
wad one of them said struck me.
let me consider it again,
yes.
dat was the reason,
it was one out of the so many reasons.
BUT,
i realli dunno how to react to knowing u arent bad.
hmmmm.
that should be a gd thing.
it realli should.
but dat wasnt wad i've expected.
well,
i dunno wad i should say.
haix.
y r u so gd?
do u realli listen to wad they say?
if they were to tell u to stay away from me,
would u?
the promises u made....
would u keep them??

[the future ahead is hidden behind the cold metal door which cannot be opened until the right time comes]