hmms.
hey.
holiadys r here~
yay-
did practically nothing today.
i din go for bball.
=P
too lazy to wake up early in the morning le.
but i still woke up rather early.
8?
hahax.
at least i slept in for one n a half hours more...
hotcakes from mc for breakfast as usual..
i love them!
read comics...
bleah.
im addicted to them!
=D
came back home...
made bf* his card.
gawd.
it took me hours..
hope he'll like it.
but i still think it looks not very nice.
aniway.
i did bio ws n math practice qn on variations.
hahax.
im working slowly...
but steadily.
at least i achieved something..
can strike 2 'things to b done' off the list le!
not going to do anything tml.
juz going to wait for mon to come.
n im also going out i think.
hmmm.
hvnt found bf* his present...
haix.

ytd was sports carnival.
it was a boring one for me.
except for the last part when siew boon n i went to cut the balloons right in front of mdm lim.
man.
it was a close shave.
cool.
attached lotsa string to the balloon to make it very long.
but i gave up half way.
it's not bad already.
but i think im so childish.
=P
hmm.
finally got the card.
wasnt really excited...
coz...
if u were sincere,
u would hv given me long ago.
but still,
thankz.
u did a gd job...
it's not bad.
thankz really, so much.
ytd may be the last time we go home together...
*shant think bout it*
din run 4x100m ytd.
=P
no one wanted to run.
i was in sch shoes anyway.
oh yes.
i found out dat there was no heats.
*blush*
so pretend i din say anything bout this in my previous entry.
=P
shhhhh.

although we made a promise, but i still fear... do u think we'll survive through it? if we do... it'll grow stronger. or else, it'll be gone, even b4 we noe it.
you. you. you.
i juz cant face.
i dunno y.
but my heart melts whenever u say something sweet although i noe u dun mean it most of the time.
sometimes i do wonder y i was so impatient.
all u nid to noe is...
i feel so much better everytimeafter i talk to u on the phone...
but y is this so?
ydg's going to mmdbb.
is mdb going to mhdgb too?

it's been yrs since i updated.
bleah.
*exaggerating*
aniway.
today's the second last day of sch!
whee~
SO happie!
the day i hv been awaiting for is finally coming!
=D
tml's lesson not very tiring.
amath.
geog.
PE.
*smilex
only geog can fall asleep.
the others arent dat bad.

i dun wan to run for the class relay tml.
no wad am i going to run!
im not metally prepared at all.
we din go for heats aniway.
so y r we supposed to be running tml??
it aint fair to those classes who went for the heats rite??
YEAH.
so i shant run.
im juz going to rot.
stone.
n perhaps...
read?
bleah.

got back result slip today.
it was totally dispapointing.
my L1R5 totalled to some gigantic number.
man.
it's juz the beginning of sec 3 n im doing so badly.
how can i cope after dis?
im speechless.

hmmm.
it was my bdae 8 days ago..
thankz to those who remembered.
*smilex*
n to u who kept giving me excuses about the card...
im disappointed.
VERY.
the presents n cards n everything else from the others added up can nv b compared to a simple card from u.
haix.
but u dun seem to care.
i shall wait n see.
tml's the deadline.
after tml...
the wound in me will nv heal.
n dat's it between us.

the hols r coming.
class chalet is also coming!
first time can stay over wor.
hee.
so glad.
so happie.

man.
im supposed to be doing math hw now.
but i think heck care la.
coz im not in the mood.
wanna go read comic le.
byebyex.

=sophomoric girl= so dumb yet im so addicted to yOu! nothing to say. disappointed perhaps. i feel an empty space. it was too late.
[it will nv be my dream come true. i'll juz stare at u blankly, looking so retarded n i'll not noe wad to tell u.]

i hate school.
i hate myself.
got back papers for like 5 subjects??
seriously sucked.
lucky they hvnt ask me if i got back my papers...
*phew*
or else they're going to ground me for life.
i flunked some papers.
im juz so dumb.
hate myself!!!
haix.
but i shant care much.
it was expected.
*i muz not be too affected by it*
yay.
tml's the last sch day of the week.
friday's a hol.
thinking wad i should do dat day...
hmmm...
reflection??
hahax.
dumb.
juz stone n sleep bahx.
or hopefully...
go out...
wow.
time passes so quickly.
it's coming...
bleah.
but im not at all excited.

wadever.
juz when i nided u so badly..
u werent there................
=friday the 13th=

[nothing's wrong wif me.
i dun hv any secrets la...
hahax.
dun keep thinking im hiding something from u..
yes.
i give u my promise...
dun worry too much.
i'll tell u mose next time maybe.
take care.]
nitex.

this is an entry,
specially dedicated to
my MOMMY!

i noe u'll nv look at this.
u nv noe dat this blog existed.
im living here,
in singapore.
so far away from u.
wells,
not exactly far u may say,
juz a few hours of flying.
but to me,
it is far.
u r there over in australia...
at this time,
i believe u're already sleeping.
i hvnt been a gd daughter...
many a time i've not tot of how my actions could hurt u.
neither hv i played my part as ur daughter well.
i noe i made u sad sometimes,
or maybe even disappointed.
u tried ur best to hide ur feelings,
but still,
i could see,
the tears in ur eyes whenever u bid gdbye to me at the airport.
the tired u working so hard in japan yrs ago,
juz to gif me a more comfortable life here in singapore.
u brought me into this world,
n many times,
i told u i hated u for dat.
im really sorry...=(
15 yrs minus 10 days hv past since i was born.
u took care of me for this long.
maybe not look after me physically,
since u were always overseas.
but i noe u care,
n love me...
thankz for the love, care n concern u've showered me wif,
for getting me wad i wan without fail,
for trying ur best to fulfil my every requests...
im really grateful to hv u...
as my mom...
i love u!
a very haPpie mother's day to u!
be happie over there in australia..
=D
u hvnt been back for like 5 months?
i miss u lots...
well...
to end it off,
a happie mother's day to u!!!
hope u received the email n sms i sent.
take care!
*hugs.n.kisses*
-from val to you wif love-

common test 2's finally finally over.
after 2 weeks of torture,
can finally sleep in peace le.
but there's still h.chinese on monday lorx.
-.-"
n if din remember wrongly...
friday got geog 3.1 test?
n amath test on sets n venn diagrams.
haix.
when will dere be a week without anything tests??
bleah.
i hate sch!

n yes,
i forgot to mention,
im going to flunk my common test 2!
gawd.
emath- got back le. okay la.
english- i dun wanna noe how badly i did.
chem- simple qns yet i cant do.
biology- dere's still a little hope... *lets pray*
physics- gone case le la. so many stupid careless mistakes!
s.s- die liaox. 1st qn jiu dunno how to do le.
history- dunno if write correct a not...
h.chinese- another gone case. i gif up!!!
geog- ummm... wild guesses...
amath- disastrous. -.-" 13 marks dunno how to do!

DEAD.

but heck. everything's over. opps, i mean, almost. dere still a little left... jia you!

believe in urself...
and in ur dream.
though impossible things they may seem,
some day, some how,
u'll get through,
to the goal u hv in view.

mountains fall n seas divide,
b4 the one who is in his stride.
takes a hard road day by day,
sweeping obstacles away.

believe in urself n in ur plan,
say not, i cannot- but, i can.

the prizes of life we fail to win,
bcoz we doubt the power within.