heyy.
holidays r boring.
it's only bout
HOMEWORK,
BBALL,
BREAKFAST,
LUNCH,
DINNER,
SLEEP,
dat's all.
wells.
but i'd rather liddat than hv sch.
bleah.
sch simply sucks.
i dun see a reason in me going to sch.
im so dumb.
nothing will change this fact.
whether i go to sch or not,
im still going to be dumb.
man.
wad am i crapping.
*beta stop*
there was a frenly match at bedok north today.
we lost.
dunno lost by how much.
din bother.
it's JUZ a frenly.
ended at 10 plus.
most of us went to compasspoint to eat after dat.
had fun chatting in our little groups.
hahax.
went back to sch after dat.
wif ling yan, mei sang, eliz, xin ping n jenny.
wanted to play bball.
cant find the way to the court by entering through the back gate.
we ended up in 3/6 classroom.
i was checking my amath hw ans wif ly's.
hee.
den yk came,
finally.
he got lots of books from locker.
hahax.
muz b damn heavy rite.
den he nided to pass up his eng portfolio file.
=P
i din even hand up mine.
he is so guai.
went to the 'restaurant' near yck stadium after dat.
coz yk hvnt eat.
hmmm.
met jel there too.
we went to j8 to get xw's prez.
but cant seem to find.
so we msged her.
finally decided to go heeren instead.
n xw met us there.
hahax.
she ended up choosing her bdae prez.
lol.
gd fer her.
she got wad she wanted.
straightforward.
=D
will learn from her.
hee.
bought le jiu go home le...
nothing much.
dat was my day.
believe in urself,
in the power u hv.
to control ur own life,
day by day.
believe in the strength,
tt u hv deep inside.
n faith will help,
show u the way.
believe in tml,
n wad it will bring.
let a hopeful heart,
carry u through.
for things will work out,
if u trust n believe,
there is no limit to wad u can do!
there's yOu n YoU.
im so lost.
stuck in this dark place.
i see no path ahead.
i dunno which route to take.
there seem to b no clear way out.
i'll juz hv to take a risk.
once i've decided,
there will be no way back.
n no matter how deeply i regret after dat,
nothing will ever change..
so troubled.
so stressed.
that's how i am rite now.
at this point in time.
nothing is interesting to me.
nothing will heal my shattered heart.
nothing can make me pick myself up...
i juz feel like disappearing in life.
it'll be gd if i could forget everything,everything dat made me myself,the gurl whom i no longer wan to be...it's juz so difficult to continue life liddat.
i dun think u paid much attention to me.u may hv suspected something,but u did not care.i dun blame u.for i dun think im even worth u...dat's juz life,
life with so much troubles..
i
hate my life!
jel, muz smile more! =D be happie k... though i noe it's easier said than done. juz try la....
n can ignore wad we said de...
yo. back from chalet le.
so fast huh.
3 days over liaox.
so sad.
i hvnt had enuff fun.
[monday to wednesday]
had bball training in the morning.
met xw, mj n jel at np after dat.
went to get bf* his present.
hope he likes it??
went to delifrance for lunch.
mj came to my house to finish up some stuffs.
met jel at the mrt station...
headed for the chalet.
took a damn long time to get there lor.
dunno y.
reach there alot of ppl there le...
sherhan, xiuwen, sherilyn ,yixin ,yuzhen
zanyu, yongkiat, alvin, zhishu , yukang , zhonghuan, hongjie, lester
yupps. think these r the ppl.
aniway,played around...
dinner...
continued playing..
at nite some of us- xw, mj, zy, me, yk n jel went to the gal's dorm to chat.
hmmm.
talked bout [shouldnt say].
so interesting.
but some already expected le.
hee.
but after dat i was really happie.
noe dat u did **** me afterall de.
we talked n talked n talked.
played bball.
i hv nite blindness lor.
i cant see the ball!
den keep getting hit.
-.-"
finally went to slp at 5 plus.
slept wif mj n xw.
6.34 zs n zy came in to share the bed.
they say no space or something liddat.
i wasnt really awake yet.
so forgot wad they said.
aniway...
i couldnt fall asleep after dat...
so we talked...
talked bout lame stuffs.
ended up luffing quite alot.
but in the end i did fall asleep.
=)
woke up at 9 plus after mj.
zs n zy were still slping so soundly.
had breakfast n everything..
went downtown east for lunch.
went bowling after dat.
but i went somewhere else to do some other things wif some other ppl since im not gd in bowling.
oh yah.
cybil, izzah, charmine, liping,angel, yifong, yingzhi, shatyin came...
mayb left out ppl's name
dunno.
mr yong, miss goh n miss lee came in the evening.
i din really talk to them.
juz played...
had dinner...
had a small celebration for yk.
sang him a bdae song.
threw water bombs at him??
he very ke lian.
got cream on his shirt too.
lucky not his face.
heh.
we jumped into the swimming pool after dat.
splashed water at each other.
played the slide too!
so fun!
everyone was wet.
but it was barely 5 mins when the guard came n told us we couldnt play there coz pool closed liao.
-.-"
the scene was quite funny...
we went back.
the guys din wan to go back but the gals did anyway.
we went back at 10 plus n sat in the pool.
chatted.
it was fun.
=)
the guard came again.
so scary.
he counted one, two, three, four, five
den he said go in??
i was like huh, he's reporting us??
in the end he say he allow us to stay in the pool at where we were.
hee.
so nice of him!
but we saw some scary things happen...
we ran out of the pool.
-.-"
gawd.
i still dunno wad it is till now lor.
aniway.
we bathed.
den some went to slp.
left 8 of us- xw, mj, yk, me, zy, alvin, sherilyn, yixin.
we hang around at the ground floor gals dorm.
decided to go for nite walk...
in the end the gate was locked.
freak.
so went back to the house.
dispersed.
i spoke on the phone in the empty room on top.
yk n jel came after dat..
so juz ended up sleeping in dat room wif them.
slept from 2 plus to 7 plus..
hahax.
today morning juz packed n enjoy each other's company lor...
ate at mcdonalds after checking out.
went to np to get wallets for ourselves.
went home wif yk n jel.
he walked me nearer to the bus stop...
like usual??
yah...
den juz say bye la.
i nearly forgot to pass him the last present lor.
lucky i remembered.
aniway.
continue next entry.
wanna sleep le.
very tired.
tml still hv bball.
lucky is match.
hee.
gd luck.
nitex.
im falling for yOu*.
