heyy.
holidays r boring.
it's only bout
HOMEWORK,
BBALL,
BREAKFAST,
LUNCH,
DINNER,
SLEEP,
dat's all.
wells.
but i'd rather liddat than hv sch.
bleah.
sch simply sucks.
i dun see a reason in me going to sch.
im so dumb.
nothing will change this fact.
whether i go to sch or not,
im still going to be dumb.
man.
wad am i crapping.
*beta stop*

there was a frenly match at bedok north today.
we lost.
dunno lost by how much.
din bother.
it's JUZ a frenly.
ended at 10 plus.
most of us went to compasspoint to eat after dat.
had fun chatting in our little groups.
hahax.
went back to sch after dat.
wif ling yan, mei sang, eliz, xin ping n jenny.
wanted to play bball.
cant find the way to the court by entering through the back gate.
we ended up in 3/6 classroom.
i was checking my amath hw ans wif ly's.
hee.
den yk came,
finally.
he got lots of books from locker.
hahax.
muz b damn heavy rite.
den he nided to pass up his eng portfolio file.
=P
i din even hand up mine.
he is so guai.
went to the 'restaurant' near yck stadium after dat.
coz yk hvnt eat.
hmmm.
met jel there too.
we went to j8 to get xw's prez.
but cant seem to find.
so we msged her.
finally decided to go heeren instead.
n xw met us there.
hahax.
she ended up choosing her bdae prez.
lol.
gd fer her.
she got wad she wanted.
straightforward.
=D
will learn from her.
hee.
bought le jiu go home le...
nothing much.
dat was my day.


believe in urself,
in the power u hv.
to control ur own life,
day by day.

believe in the strength,
tt u hv deep inside.
n faith will help,
show u the way.

believe in tml,
n wad it will bring.
let a hopeful heart,
carry u through.

for things will work out,
if u trust n believe,
there is no limit to wad u can do!

there's yOu n YoU.
im so lost.
stuck in this dark place.
i see no path ahead.
i dunno which route to take.
there seem to b no clear way out.
i'll juz hv to take a risk.
once i've decided,
there will be no way back.
n no matter how deeply i regret after dat,
nothing will ever change..
so troubled.
so stressed.
that's how i am rite now.
at this point in time.
nothing is interesting to me.
nothing will heal my shattered heart.
nothing can make me pick myself up...
i juz feel like disappearing in life.
it'll be gd if i could forget everything,
everything dat made me myself,
the gurl whom i no longer wan to be...
it's juz so difficult to continue life liddat.
i dun think u paid much attention to me.
u may hv suspected something,
but u did not care.
i dun blame u.
for i dun think im even worth u...
dat's juz life,
life with so much troubles..
i hate my life!

jel, muz smile more! =D be happie k... though i noe it's easier said than done. juz try la....
n can ignore wad we said de...