i hate my life.
it sucks.
sch has started for a week.
man.
it's juz the first week n im so tired.
i guess it'll not b long b4 i break down.
bleah.
n if i ever do.
i'll thank god for dat.
-.-"
wells.
for the time being...
math's still managable.
but chem..
gawd.
i dun get a thing.
*stupid*
wadever.
geog too.
but the tcher's great!

oral's coming.
damn.
n my chinese suck.
how to crap to the tester?
=X
mayb i'll juz stare at him/her bahx.

it happened,
AGAIN.
man.
i din really g.a.d.
it's not the 1st time anyway.
n mom's always there in case i really get into trouble.
=)
love mom lots...
aniway.
she spoke.
n i listened.
i couldnt even tell her wad i wanted to say.
man.
how pathetic.
i bet i got him into big trouble.
wells,
i did try to help.
but i dun wan to b blamed for EVERYthing.
get wad i mean?
so wad else can i say.
i've already told her to ask him herself,
but she wanted me to answer it.
bleah.
hate me,
for all i care.
i tot i changed u into sum1 beta.
yet i got no credit.
i dun mind.
coz it's not the credit i wan.
y cant they juz understand?
im serious dis time.
dead serious.
n yet,
u had to break it.
i see no path ahead for us.
but i'll still hear wad u hv to say.
i dun wan to cry in front of u.
but neither do i wan to hold back wad im feeling...

let's juz b prepared.
for the worse dat is to come.
im not saying it will.
but chances r kinda high.
i dunno wad u wan.
i dunno wad they wan.
but i noe wad i wan.
haix.

thankz thankz for talking to me today.
when im feeling
so down
so depressed
so upset.
u r the onli 1 who understands me now.

i wan mom!
i wan to go over...
i wan not to stay here.
i wan to forget dis life.
i wan not to rmb u...
i wan not to rmb wad happened.
how many times hv i been upset over these?
i dunno...
mayb 4...
==i had enuff==