wells.
half a month since i've blogged.
life's still the same.
not any worse,
not any better.
n im still hating it as much as b4.
bleah.

chinese oral was over.
so was listening.
oh ya.
eng oral too.
=)
chinese oral was kinda alright.
though i was sort of tongue tied at first.
den i crapped.
-.-"
but overall,
it was fine.
at least, it was better than the listening?
coz i suck at listening...
man.
i was thinking bout the ans to the 1st qn...
n i forgot all bout the next qn!
bleah.
got alot liddat lor.
n sometimes while listening,
my brain can juz turn off lor...
-.-
im so impressed.
heh.
eng oral...
passage was fine.
pic was rubbish.
i'll flunk tt section.
1st qn asked was...
"where's ur name tag?"
din gad.
attitude rawkx.
i kept quiet most of the time during the conversation.
so it'll b no wonder if i flunk it.
i dun care.

gn wun b teaching us le.
sad.
sad.
sad.
he's nice.
like him to the bits.
leow's nice too...
but not as nice as gn.
dunno y she* likes tan.
i dun like tan.
no, i mean...
im fine wif him.

aniway....
it was some days ago..
6 if im not wrong...
when i cried so bitterly.
haix.
wonder if i looked pathetic.
i think i did.
gosh.
unexpected huh.
things happened...
n it's affecting me like crazy.
but still,
im trying hard,
to accept it...
im trying hard,
to let go...
well.
do u noe how hard it is to forget?
my life will nv b the same as b4,
bcoz now i dun hv u animore...
still depressed...
still unable to face it nor to smile again...

i've chosen to give it up,
yet im still upset.
im half regretting wad i did...
but i dun think i'll b able to salvage it..
so i'll juz let time try to heal the wound,
the wound in me,
which i think will nv heal..
==i simply juz cant forget u==
im now only ur fren,
the fren who juz has a crush on u...
u're now only my fren,
the fren who loves me...
[i waved n bid gd-bye to u]