chinese paper today..
man.
not much comments la.
nothing to say.
not feeling exactly gd.
tot i'll b feeling less stressed n everything after today..
but fine,
i had to do something n now,
i feel worse!
*grr*
i simply hate myself!
but i oso dunno wad's exactly wrong wif me la...
some things juz cant b spelt out nor put together in words...
juz hate myself...
mayb i do deserve it...
fine fine fine.
i gif up.
i can no longer take control over myself...
im becoming weak...
falling prey to this word...
*e***a*io*
sucks. sucks. sucks.

anw,
dun seem to dislike bball dat much.
as in,
training.
b4 dat tot trg sure die.
k la.
it's not dat bad...
quite fun.
lots of ppl to talk to,
hv fun.

long time din blog.
now oso no mood.
dunno wad to type...
think im starting to crap.
EOYs were bad.
except geog n physics.
especially bad ---> bio n chem
the rest average ba..
overall..
quite bad.
got like 3 subjects i can kill myself for it lor!
freaking hell.
shant talk bout it le.
make me feel worse onli.

HAIX.

knowing dat i'll see u less these days,
i was sad.
yah.
very sad.
-.-
but i noe i've got to get used to it.
afterall,
i did dat previously.
so hopefully i can this time too.
dun wan think le la!
*screams*

i'll gif up anything for things to go well n fine.
im not asking for alot, i juz fear miracles n coincidences happen this time.
i wun b able to take it de...
i wun noe wad to do...
u cant do this to me...
im sorry.
i really am.
forgive me one last time,
please...

[does it take 4 times to get the message across to u??!!? if u do things n regret after dat, wad's the point den?]
-my mistake; badly insecure

cry in misery/lets end things here-once n for all

i MiSs you so much.