Sunday, December 23, 2007
it's kind of surprising to know im updating more often now.
well, actually, it's VERY often.
haha.
okay.
i noe, it's just these few days.
well,
maybe im too free?
maybe not.
or maybe it's just i cant hide things inside me anymore?
i wanna SCREAM!
ehh.
nothing much to blog about.
it's xmas eve tml.
but no special programme.
just a family dinner.
kind of looking forward to tml.
but now im not.
kind of pissed with myself for those empty hopes.
leading to disappointment.
but well,
i asked for it, didnt i?
now it's just so so so difficult to communicate.
i lie in bed.
stared at the ceiling.
thought of everything that has happened.
wanted to cry NOOOOOOO!
this cant be happening.
but no,
this is not a dream.
urgh.
i've been typing so much but the inspiration's still not here.
so im not typing anymore.
those phrases i want are just not coming to me.
i dont know if u noe wad i wan....
