seems like that wasnt the last post.
but this is...


i've been thinking.
thinking day and night,
thinking alot.
and i havent got an answer.
two simple choices.
but no.
both with its own consequences.
which has serious implications.
one that gives me happiness temporarily.
but no one noes whether this path leads to a dead end.
do i take this risk?
the other which will leave me heartbroken and stranded all alone in a place so foreign to me.
but yes, my heart may be mended and feelings will fade away...
will i be happier this way?
i wan to run away.
from this hurtful truth.
a really sweet dream.
a long journey that seemed so real.
u spoke about resposibility,
ur resposibility to them.
so what about to me?

you'll need courage to reason.
to reach a compromise.
but no,
you chose to run away.
just like i did.
i cant face the truth.
nor can i accept it.
im struggling.
struggling for my happiness.
yet you just stood there watching.
so helpless.
but i noe it hurts u too...
all i ask from you is simply to just continue holding onto me...