"we'll endure everything tgt"
and now u say.
i want to believe you.
yes, i really do.
but how can you expect me to.
when i trusted u to keep ur promises,
u broke my heart.
u sent me to tears with what u said.
hv u considered how i felt whn i heard.
did u noe i wanted to just break down then?
i was all alone.
left wif nothing.
nothing at all.
nothing to hold onto,
nothing to rely on.
you left me after a last sentence.
you left me hanging.
cried.
cried.
cried.
i couldnt.
but i wanted to.
confused.
lost.
tormented.
i asked myself why.
why hv u left,
despite the promises we made.
despite the times we spent.
why were u so heartless and cruel.
despite knowing how i'll feel.
i tried to tell myself this was just a dream.
one which i would eventually wake up from.
and that u wouldnt hv done this to me.
but no.
the fact is that this is reality.
i want not to face it.
i dont noe how to.
i dont want to.
i only want one thing.
and that is still,
YOU.
no matter wad.
regardless of what has happened.

i know.
everything i've typed;
seems to be,
a contradiction.