Sunday, April 27, 2008
2 matches down.
1 left.
was sick.
am recovering.
got left behind during lessons.
no idea wad's going on.
nothing's making sense to me.
got so stressed about cross country and the last game.
haunted by nitemares that night.
smoked thru a couple of tests without knowing how to do them.
sat for 2 SPA-skill A.
and that marked the end of practical tests.
got upset over the same thing over and over again.
yet still clung on to it.
got sick of it.
and learnt not to grip too tightly again...
tml's the day.
the most important day.
i do hope nothing's going to affect me;
nor the team.
JIAYOU!
accept whichever outcome but give our best to show others where we really stand...
everytime i told u how i felt,
u seemed to emo.
if that's how u are going to react
then there's no point in me telling u how i feel,
is there?
hoping that we could work something out,
but u crushed this little hope i had,
each time.
u left me wondering if i had made the right choice.
and yes,
i rmb,
8th may,
speed racer.
