awww.
YES.
lauren, i'll miss u after season!
n i bet u'll miss me too!
haha.
but i'll still see u at the grandstand every morning!

as for dis jie qi...
she kept bugging me to shoot just now!
>.<
RAHHH.
now i hv TWO bernards haunting me everyday!
hahaha.
alright.
season is really coming.
in like 4 days...
get well marilyn.
n ling yi, let ur ankle recover!!!

i've just been slacking this whole week,
doing minimal work.
im tired.
but i dunno y.
too many possibilities.
too little energy to think about them.
anw sometimes i wonder if i should hv just let it go then.
mayb i would be happier now?

tml's the day.
another important day,
when the results are coming out.
i cant really hope to hv done really well.
afterall,
i didnt really cherish the chance i've been given to perfect it.
but i wish for a reasonable grade.
one which i'll be satisfied with.
i dun wan to cry;
again.
im tired.
i really am...
sometimes i really want to accept the truth as it is.
but more often than not,
doing this is difficult.

it's kind of scary that common tests are just a month or so away...
and i hvnt touched my year one work at all since the start of sch.

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and so,
with my fingers crossed,
i'll be waiting.
oh please.
let me smile tml.
if i dun,
leave me crying and let me be...