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VALERIE.
i'm crappy and lazy.
short and loves to sleep!
njbball/anderson bball.
doesn't mind long distance running.
hates home work.
loves surprises!
loves mickey and minnie.
loves chocolates!
wants a blue cat with white spots.
has lots of UNfulfiled dreams.
easily distracted.
always dreams of YOU.

Saturday, April 05, 2008

it's been quite a while.
and it's definitely been quite busy.
but the days were just spent on the same few things.
studies, bball, him and slp.
season's coming.
it starts on the 2nd mon from now.
looks like the day i've been looking forward to is coming;
real soon.
but now, maybe im not THAT looking forward to it anymore?
i dont know...
season means
soon, i dun hv to go for trgs anymore.
soon, i dun hv to put up wif my g.aunt's complaints bout trg days.
soon, i dun hv to be sandwiched between her n trg.
soon, i dun hv to worry bout whether trg's going to be scary or manageable.
BUT, i'll hv to worry bout CHEM.
about PHYSICS.
about MATH.
about ECONS.
about GP.
RAHHH!
n to think of it now,
which would i rather choose?
sighh.

crap.
my conclusion:
i think school life will not be as fun anymore without bball after season!

move on...

my life seemed pretty the same.
just had quite a number of frenly matches over the past few weeks.
and there's still like 3 next week.
trained today.
and there's trg tml.
frenlies on mon n tues.
i told myself it's just one more week.
i decided to just forget bout my sch work on weekdays if there's trg aft sch.
yeah.
this will be the final lap i'll be taking.
the final sacrifice for myself and my team.
well, at least, i hope to do so.

hmmm.
i should be slping soon.
after all it's only today tt i gt to clock in more hours of slp time.



i stare at my phone.
stupidly.
every second.
hoping it will light up.
to indicate a message received.
i waited.
seconds passed.
and waited.
minutes passed.
and i continued waiting.
hours gone.
and then i realised how silly i was.
ur message would nv come.
and neither would ur call.....
but u apologised.