my days have become super sian because i dun seem to lead the usual life i led previously.
nothing motivates me;
at all.
i live each day with the hope that night will come soon.
i lost the only motivation i had.
my nine o'clock drama.
it has ended.
too quickly.
i felt i had learnt quite alot from it.
the most impt thing is i have to learn to treasure.
sometimes,
things or ppl simply leave u,
abruptly.
and tt's whn u regret.
but it doesnt help anymore,
does it.
sighhh.
i want more drama!

but thinking on the positive side,
my nine to ten time slot can be reallocated for work,
instead of drama-ing.
haha.
but whether it's allocative efficient or otherwise is another story altogether.
bleah.
life sucks now.
i live every weekday waiting for weekends to come.
and last week was the last normal time table week we had.
restructured time table starts tml.
mon to wed.
happy?
NAH.
the idea of hving to come back to sch on thurs n fri for remedials n consolidations sucked.
man.
wad's the restructured time table for in that case?
haha,
for wasting my time coming back to sch for ONE SINGLE PERIOD on fri.
wow.
brilliant isnt it.
-.-"

rahhhhh.
now im stuck at my testimonial.
damn.
i hv totally no idea wad to write.
sighhh.
it's worse than hving to write an essay.
essay-
i can just crap n get a lousy grade.
testimonial-
i hv to think of something to impress and im responsible for tt!
no one can help me.

i spent my whole sunday aftn working on my caal stuff n cip reflections n testimonial.
damn.