i waited. and waited. tried to entertain myself while waiting. finally i persuaded myself to go to slp. assuring myself that i will see ur msg whn i wake up. it was a terrible night. i awoke every now n then. den persuaded myself to go back to slp. finally it was day break n i checked my phone. nothing. forced myself to slp again. 7.30am. then 7.50am. 7.55am, hmm, doesnt hurt to call u 5 mins earlier eh? voicemail. 8am. voicemail. 8.05am, voicemail. rahh, go back to slp. slp u will forget everything. so i slept. 10.27am. i got up. 10.30am i called again. YAY! ringing tone. rejected. kae, he msged to say he was in class. replied. n i stared at my phone n waited. seemed like forever. but yay! CSLBAAA^AAA! i could feel. i just knew. but i was afraid tt even though i felt this way, things can still happen. it happened once n it could happen again. but anw i seemed like an irritant as he didnt reply. finally 13.24 my phone rang =DD the next 36mins brought me comfort n relief =)))

today's tuition was not bad. hahaha, cute kid but too active. jumped around the place even though i tried to coax him to sit down n draw. hahaha, he dun like to listen. like to do things his way. so hopefully soon i can find a gd way to get him to listen to me. hohoho. rushed hme aft tuition to play wif baby xavier. yay! seeing him makes me happy. coz he's too cute, too irresistable. haha. everyday i look forward to seeing him, especially whn im sad. dunno y even whn im sad i see him den wun be so sad le. too cute bah. heex. lovely baby. now, waiting for his lessons to end.

i'll stand by u in times of rain.
u matter to me.