it seems like a lot of ppl are talking bout results day.
i mean, ppl start blogging bout it.
(so here i am doing the same thing..)
rahhh.
i feel so 'unsettled'.
i dunno how to put it.
i choose to not think bout it.
tt day tws told me his fren said tt mayb it would be end of feb,
i was thinking NOOOOOO....
please.
knowing my results a day earlier would mean a less day of carefree day.
rahhhh.
let it come out in march bahh.
okay, i noe i've got to face it sooner or later.
i searched my archive.
i went back to 2007 feb.
to recall how i felt bout results day.
n there was only 2 posts in feb.
n only one was closely related to how i felt.
n it was the day whn our results were released.
oh well.
seems like the impact A's brought is so much greater than O's.
it's stressful to even think of how i'd do.
sometimes i asked myself wad i hoped to get.
and den i really tot about how i tot i did.
n it was scary.
i asked myself how would i react if i didnt get any As.
or if i didnt do v well for my sciences.
rahhhhh...
i dun wan to think about it anymore.
im afraid to know my results.
just like i was afraid to get back my math prelim papers.
i lost all faith in myself at tt point...
someone save me...

i dreamt of results day a few times.
once was bout my results.
another time was tt i forgot to collect it;
yes i totally forgot.
n somehow yk called me n i found out he did VERY well.
hahaha.
n there i was panicking bcoz i just woke up whn ppl alrd got their results slip.
wad a nitemare.
n the last time was about how i did for gp.
scary isnt it.

okay lah, but wadever it is i guess i'l just see if i did well enough to get into some course tt i wan.
otherwise i'l just take something else.
hv i any other choice?
=(((