i hvnt blogged for ages..
nothing much to talk about.
hols been pretty simple but no doubt fun.
giving tuition to little kids isnt tt bad now,
quite fun actually =)
esp aft today!
today's tuition i think was the best!
the 2 naughty kids were quite gd just now.
alrights, mayb it'll just be today.
=/

so besides tuition,
it's just hanging out wif frens, slacking, tv-ing, n playing wif lovely BABY!!!
oh yah, n playing games.
hehe.
anw results were so so lahh..
i think ppl will think it's pretty bad.
but im quite relieved for my sciences though no miracle happened.

okay. let's talk about ytd =)
though i had to wake up at 6 plus (yes, i forgot whn was the last time i hate to wake up dis early, hmm, i think it was the last day of A's?), it was a meaningful n fun day!
cousulted mdm khoo wif ly about uni courses (yes, im sure many r stil fretting over this just like i am).
abit clearer about my options but still undecided about my choices.
well, i dun wan to regret later.
anw since i went back to sch, it gave me a chance to say hi to LAUREN! =D
we chatted a while bout her videos/cousins/bball/the movie showing on 2 april.....
hahaha.
aft tt went for an outing wif ly, jq n fy.
thanks fy for ur notebook n food!
YAY!
n jq for ur letter!
n ly for organising the outing! hehe.
went for lunch, shopped, mall cop-ped.
though short but it was the first time 4 of us went outing tgt!
so it was enjoyable n quite funny (bcoz our dear jq is always so CUTE n SILLY).
mall cop was pretty funny but the start was quite stupid i think..
=/

this week has been quite busy so far..
tml's g.aunt's bdae...
will be out whole day tml.
BOO.
so tired! =((

alrights.
today's the DAY.
1 hour b4 i set off for sch.
2 hours later i'd be so nervous.
in 3 hours' time i'd probably noe my results.
i'd do anything if im pleased wif my results.
arhhhh!!!

well.
last nite it seemed to take me forever to fall aslp...
but thankfully i didnt dream about results.
i think overall nj shld do well.
but if not for individuals like me, nj would probably do better.

okay.
im scared; just like everyone out there.
2 years of 'hard' work (well, probably only the last few months were really hardhard work).
but it's all for this day isnt it.
my mind's pretty blank right now.
im just afraid it'd be like 3 yrs ago...
i dun wan it to happen.
just give me something reasonable.
and i'd be really thankfully.
im not expecting fanastic results like straight A's or 3A's.
i accept tt i wun be the owner of such perfect results.
but something reasonable please...

i thought about it ytd.
n i realised accepting wad i got would probably be easier than breaking the news to ppl around me.
so please dun ask me how i did.
rahhhh...
i think it's difficult to face my family.
bcoz of the expectations they hv of me.
wad if i didnt meet their expectations?
it'll be difficult to face them.
sigh.
wouldnt it better if they had no expectations?
there'll be less stress and no worries.

arhhhh.
im freaking out alrd typing about this.
PSLE.
olevel chinese results.
olevel results.
pw results.
n now alevel results.
so this would probably be the 5th n last time i'll be super nervous on results day.
or is there such thing in uni also? =O

bah.
all the hard work for this day.
wif my fingers crossed, im waiting.
no tears please...