Friday, March 06, 2009
alrights.
today's the DAY.
1 hour b4 i set off for sch.
2 hours later i'd be so nervous.
in 3 hours' time i'd probably noe my results.
i'd do anything if im pleased wif my results.
arhhhh!!!
well.
last nite it seemed to take me forever to fall aslp...
but thankfully i didnt dream about results.
i think overall nj shld do well.
but if not for individuals like me, nj would probably do better.
okay.
im scared; just like everyone out there.
2 years of 'hard' work (well, probably only the last few months were really hardhard work).
but it's all for this day isnt it.
my mind's pretty blank right now.
im just afraid it'd be like 3 yrs ago...
i dun wan it to happen.
just give me something reasonable.
and i'd be really thankfully.
im not expecting fanastic results like straight A's or 3A's.
i accept tt i wun be the owner of such perfect results.
but something reasonable please...
i thought about it ytd.
n i realised accepting wad i got would probably be easier than breaking the news to ppl around me.
so please dun ask me how i did.
rahhhh...
i think it's difficult to face my family.
bcoz of the expectations they hv of me.
wad if i didnt meet their expectations?
it'll be difficult to face them.
sigh.
wouldnt it better if they had no expectations?
there'll be less stress and no worries.
arhhhh.
im freaking out alrd typing about this.
PSLE.
olevel chinese results.
olevel results.
pw results.
n now alevel results.
so this would probably be the 5th n last time i'll be super nervous on results day.
or is there such thing in uni also? =O
bah.
all the hard work for this day.
wif my fingers crossed, im waiting.
no tears please...